I write in my blog more often then it looks. I just forget my password sometimes. I also post things for assignments which I happily delete because my school life and my real life are too different beasts entirely. This is officially my last week as a student at BYU Hawaii. I graduate December 17th with my BA in Elementary Education. I'll be resuming my old job at Little Caesar and waiting a few months to get into a Master Degree program at ASU, where I hope to certify in just over a year and hopefully dual enroll in Special Ed, which is no longer offered at BYUH. Who wouldn't want to hire me then right? I'm blessed and I know it. I have met so many wonderful friends and found footing where many people would stumble. I have anxiety too though. I has two years of life planned and suddenly I have to plan it again. Also as homesick as I am I don't want to fall back into who I was before I went to college. The person I am at home is good, but I want to be the caterpillar that popped out of it's cacoon into something new and finished. At home I feel like there is so much more of my character that hasn't caught the color of butterfly wings just yet.
There is another item that concerns me about my future and it concerns someone else. He is so wonderful and he makes me so happy. And that's really all I can say right now. As I plan my future that statement keeps popping up in my vision, "He makes me happy." Like a variable I need to pay attention to. Heaven knows what that means. So wish me luck! I am very happy to go back to Arizona and see my brother back from his mission and have a long awaited Christmas with the whole Renfro family. It's going to be wonderful!
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